i cant believe i'll have to go through all over again.. Worst its my bestfriend leaving, what happened to BFF?? im utterly fucked by how im feeling now, diffferent feeling bombarding me all at the same time, just feel really hopeless. My world's falling apart, im just really stumped about many things now. Life's starting to be meaninglless now, marianne's going far far away, she's gonna have new friends and never ever wanna talk to mee again, that brings me back to old times, when i was all lonely and secluded. This year hasnt been going well for me, people say" every cloud has its silver lining" is it true? cos im not feeling it. Everything just gets worse and worse, fucking annoying. i want so many things, i pray and pray for it, but it just doesnt reciprocate. I dont want a broken family, i dont want my bestfriend to leave, i dont want to be struggling so much.
